woots, realyl enjoy today's Kbox at ehub. hahas. the aircon is very cooling. and the place is new, unlike hougang. you guy should go visit the kbox at ehub yea (; sian have to do homework . hahas. before homework, i have to blog things yea. think before you get angry or whatever.
lols. i really find somethings really funny. yeayea, boyfriend alway the first yea? friends second. lols. no point having friend lidat right? hahas. really make me laugh. 7days in a week, and you spending time with friend is how many days? and with boyfriend how many day? lols. to myself, -get a life la jiefang. you can't depend on friend forever right?! lols. have problem say out, but i don't think so, everyone have their own thinking. and if i really say out, maybe he/she might think that im just SELFISH or CHILDISH. so what's the point of I, saying it out?! just have to tolerate and TRY MY BEST not to ASK HER OUT. cause iknow the answer will be, SORRY, IM NOT FREE(; i'm really very tired of that. hahas. aiyahs, forget it. i will just have to tell MY BLOG about WHAT I THINK and FEEL. (; FEEL FREE TO COMMENT TOO(; because YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT YA. hahas. maybe i am always the one who is doing the wrong things, thinking the wrong idea. and other will always be in the right position and think in the right side. wow! im really LOUSY! 'SAY IT OUT!' this words really sound DAMN EASY. if i am able to say out, can you be sure that things will be solved and NEVER happen again? NO RIGHT? things repeat again and again. because the thing which is happen is always the SAME! that's why! if everyone can be FAIR and not be controlled that easy, i think so many problems wont be happening ! hahas. NOW, i will SAY IT OUT. WATCH. (; maybe i am TOTALLY WRONG. HAHA firstly, what is blog for? one, express your ownself in your blog. two, link all friends! if you dont wan anyone to know your blog, what's the point having a blog? hahas just to link ppl without ppl linking you? that will be damn funny. why not just close down the blog. NONE will know your things. cool yea. secondly, don't you think that you are really unfair sometimes? i have to say. although you might not be happy with it.you really is spending more time with your boyfriend. and you are listening to him everytime. and whenever i ask her out, she will always be busy. i understand she's very busy on her dnt. and other time, -sorry, im going out with my friends- woots. who is that friend? your boyfriend. spending time MORE than us. wow. not ur fault. really. is only that i am too selfish! omg, IM SO SORRY (; accept it! lastly, why is always i, the one having problems. maybe because i cannot tolerate somethings for a long time?and if ue continue to spent time with him, and very less time with us, i will comfirm, our friendship will be BROKEN .(; believe it or not. here i am trying to make all friends together and stay good and happy. and there you are spending great time with your love one. hahas. i really is confuse. ya! i know friend have to accept each other for what we are. but, don't you think that you are over negelating your school FRIENDS? sometime i am really thinking. maybe i am jealous. we are friend for almost 8years. and this cannot compare to a boy who ue've know not even 1year! think in my pocket! if you were me, and i am you. will ue get angry? hahas. you will never, i know. because you are too good. keep everythings to ur heart and never let it out. and how will i know what are you thinking or what you wanna do. hais. forget about it. i will stay out your things as much as possible. maybe knowing nothing and let you treat as a normal friend, might be the best things i can do. hahas. forget it, i am just being too selfish and childish. dunno how to think for you. I AM SO SORRY (: REALLY SORRY (: forgave me and i will never quarrel or angry or dulan with you again. friend mahs, i have to accept what you are. and for you, please post what you think and feel. and i will try to change. THANKS YOU.
woots. said out this things. really feel better. i think i wanna be stupid than thinking so much. and i only love super junior, adeline and eunice.(; thanks adeline and eunice, your are always there for me.-ILOVEU friends(;nothing gonna change. right?(; i will try to maintain our friendship.(; thanks.and i hope that triffany will always be my good friend too. hope things will change to a better state as i really hate arguments better each other.(; -end-of-post-