today did my english 10 essay but only the intro. hope to complete lahs. today i am kindof mood-swing. maybe because of homeworks. and someone talk to me and i dunno what the hell his talking about. and i suddenly got the very dulan de feeling rush into me. and the feeling was like tell me, i am her friend and she din treat me as one. boys are more worth than friend. wth? i can tolerate for now, but not forever! i really hate boys. irritating dumbass. that's why im very careful befriend with boys. i cannot tahan boy's attitude. but i can tahan girls attitude. because i dunno what stupid things contain in their mind. but for girls i can understand. and! if you find that SOMEONE is the most IMPORTANT than ANY OTHER PPL, PLS, donttreat other like NOTHING. I REALLY HATE YOU LAHS. i wont touch ANY of HER THINGS anymore. if not i will have BAD DAYS and BAD TEMPER. arghs. same old things, WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR? 1. make use of each other? 2. use as a toy to kill times? 3. just treat it like a wall? 4. need it, use it. don't need it, throw it.? 5. just onlt for fun and laughter? LMAO. this kind of things might be containing in SOME brain. and, this kind of ppl, pls KINDLY GET LOST. (; i just want a friendship that is strongly build whereas no one can destroy it. why is it so difficult?! is BOYFRIENDS that POWER ? wth. STOP IT LA. i really cannot tolerate this kind of attitude. of course i know that i am not good. and of course you will have bad comments about me . singapore have freedom of speech. therefore i am NOW, expressing myself here. comeon lahs. if you really wanna control someone, just lock ther person in a cage and dont let hergo anywhere and tape the mouth and later her unable to speak. relationship sucks. totally worthless. just a kind of illusion which never last. it make a person mind to change totally through time. so, pls stay away from it. it's scary!
whatever, i shouldn't get myself so angry over this kind of stupid things. woots, tomorrow going to k-box at ehub? lols. jasmine said it's new! really wanna enjoy the time tomorrow with REAL FRIENDS (; IT WILL BE A FUN DAY if... my homework is done finish. hahahs! oh ya! remeber, never use other people things. because the boss wont allow! and end up, YOU, who did so many things for the person will GET NOTHING but FEEL DULAN. so dont be so stupid ler. okay all my REAL FRIENDS? (; learn to be NOT SELFISH. learn to SHARE. learn to HELP ONE ANOTHER. that's REAL FRIENDSHIP LOVES. -end-of-post-