Monday, October 6, 2008 Monday, October 06, 2008
today went to makan ya kun in the morning alone ! :D
hahas, yakun taste soooo nicee lohs. but expensive leis !
2 slice of toasted bread and one kopi cost $3.10 ! lols. but tml i wanted to eat again ! =x
after eating, i went skcc to study ! doing math tys paper 1 again =x
after sometime, triffany came and put her books, red shirt and mp3 and helped me solve some math question and she left !
she go school ler ! she's havin chemistry lesson from 11-12pm ! lame lohs =x 1hr nia =x
about 12plus tequan and triffany came back to skcc ! come back to meee xD LOL.
we shift our place as they commented that the place im sitting isn't a good place as the weather is going to rain and the place might kena ! you know, kena ?
after we had settle down, triffany and i went to compass point. i need her help on xfering of money to weier for wg album !
after that, she wanted to dunno do what to her bank book and error -.-
and we went to the office and waited for sometime, but the bank book can be settle so easy and quickly !
we went to bought yoshinoya for lunch den helped Tequan to take away his Zinger , upsize mountain dew , whipped potato changed to fries .
so troublesome right ?! LOLs. but we still brought for him !
triffany and i also brought the thingy that can hang handphone and mp3 de (:
after our lunch at SKCC , we started our revision ... then the weather changed ... 'TAI FONG'
later , we then saw Jacinta , Suhaila , Rafiqah & Assurah coming too. they also did their own self revision there . hahas .
after that, triffany's boyfriend came and fetch her back . and tequan and i chat awhile.
we pack up and went home at 7pm! tequan was sooo slow lahs !
but he was very funny when we wanted to jay-walk . hahas !
and he kept thinking that he have something missing because his bag was very light -.-
and she stand on the road and check his bag ! LOL . bravo ! hahas
accompany tequan to wait for his bus 83 and after that i walked home (:
ate with my beloved grandmother and at about 8pm, i went to take shutter bus to my mother's place(:
tomorrow going to consult mr ng junjie and miss teooo :D i have many question to ask ask ask!
some photos to be upload ! hahas . random photos, some taken today and some a few dayS back.RANDOM ! :D
HAHAS ! zi lian -_- erxin right.

STUDYING AT SCHOOL ! stay back hor.


SIMEI ! dental clinic ):

*YUMMY*
STUDYING HARD!



Mr Handsome ; YAP TE QUAN ! ADELINE ...please relax. and i think you get my 'end this friendship' wrongly (: explain will be later (: ihave to reply to all your questions first before giving you my explainations (: hope you do understand.nope, i wasn't hurt at all. although i was sad when the quarrel was occuring halfway.maybe i have those short term memory illness or other kind of illness, i can't remember things well.firstly, it wasn't your fault but my fault. i have to admit that this was my fault. because i didn't get things clear and i just throw my anger in my blog without even thinking nor asking you what happen.but i have to tell you this. i guess you know me quite well too. if you don't know me well, nevermind, because this happens to everyone (:when a person is angry or suddenly feels so emotional after hearing or seeing somethings that are not clear, they will just say what they are thinking wen he see/hear it.it is naturally being acted out. but when the person sits down and really cool down, they starts to think and reflect about the matter. and there are many probabilty to the things. so i have to admit that what i've type must really hurt you because i am mean when i am very angry. i just type what i feels and never think. i believe you too. when you're angry, you didn't think much because you are angry.secondly, you said that you are hurt and you wants me to reflect myself. and frankly, i dunno what i've did that had hurt you so much. the previous time that hurt you i guess was your grand parent past over and i didn't comfort you and that really hurt you and leave a bad impression. but i don't know how to comfort people and afraid that i will make the situation worse. but i am really at fault because i wasn't there for you that time when you was so upset. sorry.this time, if you're hurt, isit because of what i've said that hurt you so much?because those words were my anger words. now, if i recall, i will never wants to say those words.maybe im stupid enough to not know what i've did so wrongly until i've hurt you. im so sorry.and is 'bull shit' not 'dull shit' =x yes, i didn't make things clearly before i acuse you. sorry again. actually, i think that it's okay to bad mouth me sometimes. because i deserve it.but everyone will badmouth each another because this is human's personallitily.i did bad mouth you and triffany too. i admit. because we aren't close enough. okay, triffany said those act pity things first. i believe you. and you continue with her.it's okay because maybe i really looks pity to others. but what i wants was to make things clearly and i wont be angry at anyone because i deserve it.thirdly, yes triffany and i have 8 years of friendship. but adeline, you and i so what it was only 5years of friendship. i believe in both of you. because to me, both of you were very important to me.if your aren't important, why troubles always were created by me?because i care your too much till i anyhow think and the anyhow thinks make me do silly things.and you cried. i didn't know you cried till you had blogged it out. im sorry to make you cried so many times. and i don't know what to do when you cried.im those kind of person who dont acted out myself outside. fourthly, you said this ..."ii don nid ur le.ii can be alone.ii nid to grow up and ur too.u are a good fren ii know but not a prefect one.therefore ii never expect much from u .ii know tt last time ii really expect alot from your therefore ii am so hurt the last time.it took miia so much to overcome it the last time.but ii finally kan kai le.tis is wat u decide ii will respect wat ur decision.ii hope tt tis will be the last time ii have to say things out like tt le . ii really don wish to say anymore about our frenship le.it has ended ."after seeing those words, im kind of being hurt too. hahas . to you, you thinks that i am expecting. but what i want was simple. just to be ture and say out to each others. no secerts among us because it will make us HURT.and i think you realy made my so called 'decision' wrongly. but it's my bad because didn't say clearly and properly to you . hahas .okays. now, open your eye wide wide and see what im doing to say (:and LASTLY, my 'let's end this friendship' isn't what you thinks.MY AIMS :end this hurtful friendship and we together recreate a new friendship that has no scars.communicate welly together and promise our friendship agreement together.pain, happy, sad, angry, whatever miserable things or happiness things to be shared together.MY REASONS :i have been so give up and pissed off on our F.A.T.E's friendship until really don't wanna care anythings.adeline, you had scold me and i have woke up and i've decided on our friendship.i won't give up easily because i finally know what is happening around me.MY WISH :asking adeline and triffany to give me the very last and important chance to fulfill my wish.i have confidence on the new friendship if we can rebuild it together . MY BEG :please don't give up now! since we were having our 'o'lvls now and i think it can also teach us this 'never give up easily, if not you will sorry'MY AWAKES :i realise that the only most important friends that had really stepped into my life are TRIFFANY LIM WEI QI and ADELINE CHONG JIA RUI.i've decided to treasure them and never take them for granted from now onwards.hoping they would give me a chance . (: promise to understand your this time :DEND WITH ;Adeline, i hope to see your reply in your blog. hoping that this time really will end those unhappy things and create a new happy friendship(:*please really really think about what i've said . because i really don't wanna end just like that.afterall we were friends for so many years and i think that we were fated to be together !please really think think and think. and please give me the last chance .and hope that you can once again open up our heart and let me go in and really get to know and understand you.i think i shall end here . hahas . i am already looking at the positive side. how about you ? (:Would You Give Me A Chance To Organise And Celebrate Your Birthday?