Wednesday, July 8, 2009 Wednesday, July 08, 2009
HELLOS :Dhey people, i realise that this week is a damn suay week for me and some db girls.Firstly, Susan, she didn't get a good grade and also worried for her UT.Secondly, Hayden she was super sick and having high fever up and down. *worried!Thirdly, Amy today suddenly have gastric pain. *worried!Lastly, Jiefang is super emo and upset ever since monday. and lacks of sleep.And yea, suppose to go for gym today, but many people is so suay, end up didn't go.All of us seem like our spirit had flied to korea and left the zombie moving bodies.Well, today I have been trying to pay attention in class.Trying to understand and do the problem statement as well as the worksheet.Trying my best to present well during presentation.Trying my best to do well for UT because i studied yesterday night.And, well, all it fails. my brain isn't working very well as im super slpy.I just hopes that tomorrow will be a better day for all of us. After blogging, i have to go to bed real fast!i can imagine now, laying on the bed, few minutes later, im spirit fly away.okay, stop reading from here, things below ain't worth reading(:I seriously don't understand girls.
They can be really nice at times but changes their attitude after a few sentences.
not replying me, not giving me a reason, not being nice.
i really wonder what can i do so that both of us can be happy.
wonder if i should just give it up and concentrate on other things.
wonder if i shall continue to trying to get closer to you, knowing you well.
but it all seems that whatever i do, it's just a waste of effort.
she don't understand what i'm think,
she don't know what i am trying to do or says.
all she thinks about things that doesn't involve me.
super regret of stepping into this trap. i hope never again i will repeat this mistake.
the first impression is always wrong.
it started with me wanting to know you and; it ended with me wanting to leave instead...
couldn't i just get a person that can really be with me and share things with me?
does looks really matters that much?
i am started to be discouraged again and again.
hated how i was born and looks like.
but, still, nothing is gonna change.
fml.BYEBYES~
&takecares.(: